non-sequitur specialist and part time full timer

Today I would like to sit in that park near my house, with the fish. And have you read to me, while I feed you bits of torn bread dipped in the rich oil of olives.

Lord sometimes I feel strange. And its because im not with you. Not close to you Everything loses its colour Dull as dust Falling in my eyes discomfort scratches under the lids of my soul An ocean of nausea covers my skin That blanket you made for me I need to visit them See their faces Skin as old as tomorrow So much to not tell Nothing to ever say Always there. Just shaking. Can I have it back now? Your heart? May I? Im sorry, did I say that? Yes, 100 folded sheets.. Shake off everything I am a wet dog Trembling in spirit. Yelp Save me.

Last night. I was paranoid. Allowed jealousy to get to me.. Which I will let go to you now. You wrote me a note. Then said to me, as we were making love. That this. Doesn’t exist anywhere else. I believe you.

Positive thinking does help. Praying does help. Being kind to others is the best thing. No matter what. Trust the lord. Pray. Give. Be generous kind and loving. And the world will love you back. And don’t forget to forgive. Always. Amen